I'm so touch!

Assalamualaikum U olls.

As usual, every night I will accompany my daughters to compom them sleep as well as I want. Them don't have a love like other kids have for this temporary 1 year onward left.. Hopefully.. Coz started Wardah is 3 years old, she have stay apart with her Daddy. So, sometime when I want to angry her.. I will think twise before that.. Coz I know when her Daddy was here, she is so manje n she mcm ade pass to do anything she want. Hmmm. 

Yesterday, mase them nak tido, layan Wardah. 

Besela Wardah pun maybe layan je Mommy die yg tgh ade mood ni kot. ;-)

But then, I plak xde mood. :-(

Wardah : Mommy, kenape Mommy kje. Bile Mommy nak resign n duduk uma jage Wardah?

I : Mommy kne tolong Daddy cari rezki. Money is not everything but everything need money syg. Bile U olls da besar, Mommy berhenti okay. Mommy spend time ngan anak Mommy ni je diam2. 

Wardah : Okay Mommy.. (Sambil senyum lebar n gelak sikit). 

Ingat Wardah da puas hati..

Wardah : Mommy, kalau kerja dapat gaji eh?

I : Aaah. Nanti Wardah besar bile kerja dapatla gaji tiap2 bulan. 

Wardah : Ooooo. Gaji dapat tiap2 bulan ye. So, berape gaji Daddy sebulan Mommy?

I : (Tergumam jap sambil pikir nak jawab ape.. Huhuhu..)

Wardah : Wardah kje ape besar bole bayar gaji Daddy yer Mommy? Dengan Mommy sekali la. So, bole Wardah spend time same2 ngn Mommy Daddy. Wardah miss Daddy so much la Mommy. Wardah want Daddy, pleaseeeee. Bau Daddy's blanket pun da smelly la Mommy ngn bau Wardah. (sambil senyum). 

I : Ala, nanti Daddy balikla. Next year Daddy balik trus stay ngn us terus. Insyaallah. U doalah Daddy save n dapat abiskan project as fast as he can. Janji U ade Daddy kan. Org lain yg tuhan tarik terus tu macam mane. (Actually deep deep in my heart is crying like have a thunderstorm! Huahuahua.)

Suddenly.. My phone is ringing.. And my hubby number is appear..

I : Hello.

Him : Hello. U xtgk wassup I ke? I send U xreply2.

I : Sorry. Xperasan, hp tgh charge n kat bawah bantal2 adik main tadi. 

Him : Air xde kat area Selangor mulai esok. U don't forget keep banyak2 tau. (as usual him will know earlier than me yg mmg slow bab2 ni padahal him kat South Africa. tq dear.)

I : Okay b. (Wardah disturb me n said want to talk to her Daddy, then I just pass the phone to her.)

Wardah : Hello Daddy. Wardah miss U so much. When U want back?

Daddy : Hello. Assalamualaikum. Terkejut Daddy. Why U not sleep?

Wardah : Waalaikumsalam Daddy. I can't sleep. I miss U so much. How much your salary. I will pay U for one month. I have so many money Daddy. Balikla, please. 

Daddy : Banyak ke duit Kakak.

Wardah : Banyak, da berat sangat tabung Wardah tu Daddy. 

Daddy : Eh. Esok xde air la Wardah kat uma nanti. U jgn mandi banyak2 tau. Suh Mommy simpan air banyak2. (nampak mcm tukar topic je Daddy. I know that B.)

Wardah : Oyeke Daddy, okay. 

Daddy : Okla Wardah, take care ye.

Wardah : Okay Daddy. I love U so much. I miss U so much. Muuuuaaah.

Daddy : I love U too. I miss U so much. Muuuaaah.

Dear my hubby,

I know is not easy to be a perfect father, but U have do that. Even U far, but U still near inside our doughters heart. Them love U so much. And them learn to be patient since them small. I know, tuhan knows what is better for us. We learn to appreciate U B n we will do. 

Amin. 

Alhamdulillah.